I want to be aloneI am sorry,I want to be alone by Fameisdead
Could you just leave me alone though?
I am not trying to be dramatic,
Not trying to put on a show.
I just want to be left alone.
Want to be inside my room,
In its darkness and gloom.
I want to accept my own doom.
Because I am my own disease,
I am sorry friend please,
Try and understand.
That I don't want to see anyone,
Because I can't feel the same,
I only feel tired.
Yet i can't fall asleep.
So I lay silently in bed and weep.
Because all I want is some peace.
So give that to me,
And just please leave.
Because I can't feel your warmth anymore,
So go away and close the door,
When you go.
That I want to suffer,
(Because I don't want you to see the demons that are inside of me.)
When we were youngWhen we were young,When we were young by Fameisdead
We didn't care about,
Weight or about not having a date.
We didn't care,
How hideous our faces looked,
When we first woke up in the morning.
We wouldn't try and hide it with make up.
When we were young,
We didn't stress over life,
We didn't know that one day we'll all die.
And maybe I liked it better that way,
Maybe I wish that I was five.
Just so I could once again feel alive.
To be able to see the world,
See all of it's colors so vibrant and bright.
Fall in love with sunsets,
And stay up just so I can see the sunrise.
And watch it wash away the dark.
To be able to see your smile
And call it the best kind of art.
Because growing up,
Feels so cold.
I was never told..
That one day I'd end up like this,
And all of its sweet bliss.
Thoughts I'll never tell you3am.Thoughts I'll never tell you by Tangled-Tales
it seems nighttime
has never looked this dark
(or maybe my emotions
are just blurring
squinty eyes turn
to my alarm clock:
in the roaring black sea
as the dream
s l o w l y
How can I miss someone
who wasn't even mine?
You have to know pain to....Sometimes you have to fall apart.You have to know pain to.... by Fameisdead
You have to bleed out,
In order to have the courage to shout.
Against the darkness.
You have to know what it's like,
To feel disconnected,
To be best friends with your anxiety,
Because it's the only thing to keep you company.
Because you've never felt so lonely.
Even though you're surrounded in a sea of noise,
Which drowns out your voice.
As you choke,
On society's noose
You're afraid to cut it loose.
Because you don't know what others will think of you.
You have to know depression.
You have to know what it's like to be alone.
You have to know what it's like to be silenced.
In order to appreciate breathing,
And to fall in love with colors.
After being blind,
For all of that time.
And only being able to see memories,
In order to appreciate a person's presence.
And the feeling,
When you finally find a friend.
Who will stick with you until the end.
And not judge you for your scars.
But loves who you are.